Love Is Giving Him The Power To Destroy You, But Trusting Him Not To

tell me if this sounds gay or confusing. this kid bryan and eric, bryan being that stupidest kid evr 2 walk the planet and eric being 1 of my suposedly good friends. bryan was an athiest and i took him and eric 2 a church 4 sum reason and all of the suden bryan is goin evry wednseday and is starting 2 hold hands w/ppl and singing. weel i tell eric and he getts all pissy at bryan. so bryan starts 2 tlk 2 these 2 girls who always get in2 my biusness while im hangin out w/eric. weel eric and bryan start 2 tlk and later that afternoon bryan gets eric 2 turn on my saying that im always trying 2 turn them against each othr and ruin theyr friendship. which those of u know me on buzznet kno i would nvr do that. well latr eric tells me something that just broke my heart and it was that my best friend, my sister (not realy we r just that close) only hangs w/me cause she feels sry 4 me. well when i tell her wat he said she gets realy pissed at him 4 saying that and she says that she'll make evrything betr. well the next day i realize that i hav a missed call and its from both eric and nikki so i listen 2 it and it was like nikki saying 'here eric has something 2 say" "no ill tell her later" "no tell her now" "fine kc....im sry" "4" "4 saying things i did't mean..." "and" "and wat?" " wat r u goin 2 start doin" " *sigh* being nice" "good" Now i ask u did that sound at all sincer? No it sounded forced didnt it? well im tired of coming home crying evry other week 4 the same reason. all this worrying aboout this shit is not good 4 me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some time ur life can tak a turn 4 the best, but that is a rare accurence. my life is goin down hill, stike that its goin down town. one of my old friends is doing nothing but tlkng crap about me. why? i dont know. i mean ive done nothing but be nice 2 him all year by burning him cds, BUYING him cds, buying him lunch, buying him drinks. all this for what? C-R-A-P crap. i wanted 2 c what else hes lied abot this years so i asked my whole circle of friends what hes lied to them abot. it turns out that only abot 10% of the things hes told us hav turned out 2 be true. also hes ben going out w/a friend ive had since i was in diapers and he has the never 2 tell me she hates me. i mean come on how low can he dig a hoole 4 himself. the only good thing abot him is the fact that he has a diferent lunch than the rest his/my friends. after reading this tell me what i shold do abot him.